I Have Nothing To Give

Relationships can be very hard.
    Whether its a romantic one, platonic, a relationship with a relative or close friend, there needs to be a giving nature on both sides in order to promote a strong and lasting bond.

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Yes, the past can hurt. But as far as I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it.

     It’s funny how life is constantly trying to teach us something. Whether it be to watch out for a destructive cycle repeating in your life, to push ourselves out of our comfort zones, or to simply take a breath and dance in the rain.

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When Will My Life Begin?

     Let me start off with a few quotes from a movie that is dear to my heart “Tangled” and just perhaps you will relate to them like I do:
Rapunzel: [after leaving her tower; happily] I can’t believe I did this!
Rapunzel: [worried] I can’t believe I did this.
Rapunzel[excitedly squealing] I CAN’T BELIEVE I DID THIS! 
Rapunzel: [nervous laughter] … Mother would be so furious.
Rapunzel[later, sitting on a rock holding some water lilies] Well, that’s okay! I mean, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her, right?
Rapunzel[rocking back and forth in a cave] Oh, my gosh… This would kill her!
Rapunzel[frolicking around] THIS IS SOOO FUUUUUN!
Rapunzel[standing on a tree branch, head up against the bark] … I am a horrible daughter. I’m going back.
Rapunzel[cartwheeling] I am NEVER going back! Woo-hoo!
Rapunzel[face down in the grass] I am a despicable human being!
Rapunzel[swinging around a tree] WOO-HOOO! BEST DAY EVER!

All right! We did not die today, I call that an unqualified success! – Fear (Inside Out)

     My life has been a series of ups and downs for a few years now, and I mostly try to focus on the positive but there are many days that I struggle with severe depression and anxiety. It’s these times that are the hardest for me to stay in touch with reality and keep focus on the goals and the responsibilities that I have.

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